Tuesday, September 30, 2008

throw face.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 5 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


TAGGED BY : ASLAM emo guy. =X
List: Jus, Net, Rui, Audrey, Vanessa


1. What are your nicks?
i.) cat
ii.) meow
iii.) orh ni (given by my beloved jieling ah! -.-)
iv.) indonesia
v.) emilene tan EAT ni ah! (given by baby -.-)

2. What do you do before bedtime?
i.) close the windows in the living room
ii.) lock the main door
iii.) charge hp
iv.) brush teeth
v.) turn off my room light and sleep

3. How good is your sense of direction?
- it's as terrific as the way a fish rides a bicycle.

4. What is your favorite snack?
- CHOCOLATES & CARAMEL CANDIES :D

5. What video/ arcade/ computer games do you feel like playing at the moment?
- the sims

6. What do you eat the most?(other than rice)
- i never took note of that.

7. Do you trust easily?
- nope.

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
- so much that i wouldnt be bothered to dig them out for the sake of answering this question. lol

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- yes. my big fat tummy.

10. Do you have a good body image?
- do you think a big fat tummy contributes to a good body image for a girl?

11. Is being tagged fun?
- play catching more fun. can run.

12. What websites do you visit daily often?
- hotmail.com; blogger.com;

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- definitely family and all relatives from both mummy and daddy side. my girlfriends. my friends. my baby.

14. What kind of person do you wanna be?
- i want to have an intelligent brain, the face of hsu wei lun and the rest of the body of evonne hsu. fairness of skin of evonne hsu's too. oh yea. hair would be my cousin, ah girl's natural "perm" hair.

15. What's the last song that got stuck inside your head?
- SHE's 安静了

Evonne Hsu

Hsu Wei Lun


today i was in mrt towards raffles place for my back treatment. then i forgot at which station, 2 malay girls boarded the train. 1 of them is fatter. then the fat one start talking. i was reading my book so i didnt really noticed them. until halfway she moan. then groan. like wtf? then there were seats available when the train stopped at city hall. then she say while moaning:"oh i cant take it man~" and she sit dwn. as she sits, she groan-ed. if you know the difference between groan and moan ya? so until the stop i got dwn at, which is the next stop, raffles place, this is what i heard. from the fat desperate ugly bitch. lol

moaning all the way.
"oh, ah bang, why stare stare uh?"
*then she laughs like pig*
"uhh, ah neh, uhh" oh yea. there is a bangala sitting opp me, looking at them. oh and and they are sitting the same row as me just that they are at the side, im more to the other side.
*then she laughs like pig again*
"ooouuhhhh, ah bang like fierce seh stare at me, ah neh see me too.."
*laughs like pig again*

rofl. first thing that came to my mind is to stuff my fist into her mouth, deeper into her throat, feeling the back of her neck. then i wont hear moaning and groaning or pig's laughing. think i'll hear only pig's screaming. i think she cant even scream ah. dont know whether to laugh at her or use a bat to hit onto her head that's full of fats. but since i cant hit her, i laugh at her la.

im not colour-sist towards malays. i swear. is that malay girl only. i believe even my malay friends who reads this feels disgusted too. they throw the face of those pretty malay girls. in fact, throw the face of malays ah. alamak~ i wonder why the friend of hers wanna go out with her. not shameful meh? -.-

if i have such a friend ah... i tell you, i wont have such a friend in the first place. kick their ass let them fly like air pork ah.

Monday, September 29, 2008

mood: very disturbed

i dont really have anything to blog these few days. i cant think of anything. because the fats in my tummy is so much that it even occupied the space in my brain causing me unable to think as you can see now that i am talking rubbish for this very first paragraph of this entry.

i am not gonna wear nicely fit tops now. dont say:"it will help to remind you not to eat too much"
cause even if my tummy is empty, you still can see that it is big.

maybe guys wont wanna see the next 3 paragraph after this paragraph cos its a girl stuff. but i know after you see this paragraph, the more you are dying to know what is it. so dont say "why are you saying this kinda stuff in your blog?" cos i've already warned you.

i think part of the reason (nono. is biggest part of the reason) is that my period hasnt come. i've miss my period for like 3 weeks and 3 days already. like wtf? also, this is part of the reason im starting to get grumpy. haha. girls get grumpy when they come period. i get grumpy before period comes.

and why i missed my period for so long? ask my body system. LOL. i guess its because of my sudden jogging 3 days a week exercise. sudden change in metabolism or what ever shit. then i didnt continue. instead i stopped after a month of jogging. why? if you have been a regular of my blog, you'd know. it is because of my back. and metabolism rate changes again and tadah~ it affects the hormones i think?

so, yea. i missed my period for that long. and i guess all the blood is accumulating in the where-the-blood-is-area-of-my-body. therefore its getting bigger. then soon it will burst out like how a balloon bursts. of course not lah. im just afraid it'll come on the class chalet day. then song ga lao sai (shiok until get diarrhoea) ah.


finally today i get to see baby again. we went to vivo. i see alot of chocolatessssssssssssssssss! cadbury chocolate bar filled with caramellllllllllllll i've been searching high and low for it since the past 98326724239578 years i last had it in my mouth.

i seriously wanted to buy but thanks to baby i saved $4.90 lol. cos i still have 2 bars waiting for me in the fridge lah. this one should be there at least until i finish that 2 bars of mine which will be like until next year? maybe not even this year end cos there's a humongous monster in my house who have been eyeing that 2 bars of chocolate for the last few months it had been laying there in the fridge.

wait until 20th. i chiong treadmill ah. nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb!!! chiong treadmill everyday, fats all go away.

actually for this phrase right, you can fit in anything you want before "day" and "away". you just got to get the syllabus right. how come? cos "everyday" and "away" rhymes. so no matter what you put infront of them, they'll sound right.

i wish my tummy will shrink to the size i want before i wake up tomorrow morning and remain that size forever. wish only~

Saturday, September 27, 2008

PI LI PA LA WA SA BA! :(((((((

i stand on the weighing scale. i cant see my weight because my tummy is blocking.
i stand in front of the mirror. i cant see my image clearly cos:

this is how i feel now:


this is what i want. or every girl wants:



if only i can just poke a straw into my tummy and ask anyone who needs more fats to suck all the excess i have away. IF ah walao. its actually quite disgusting also lah. so, forget it. lol.

slap!

squeeze!

punch!

whack!

shit!

vomit!

other than shit, i didnt do all of the rest. so dont worry. okay i did squeeze. oh i shit 2 times again today. LOL. is it because i ate too much or what?

i want to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat but i dont want to grow and grow and grow and grow and grow. for this 3 very very very very very very very very free weeks, i could have jog and jog and jog and jog and jog and jog. but instead, i have to go for treatment and treatments and treatments and treatments and treatments. so i am not alowed to jog and jog and jog and jog and jog and jog for this very very very very very very very very free 3 weeks plus another first week when sch starts. therefore i grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow because all i do is eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat.

RRRRRRRRAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Friday, September 26, 2008

BORED

i think i am used to blogging almost everyday during this holiday that now, i even feel like blogging when i have nothing to blog about.

i stayed home whole day today. i repainted my nails 2 times. LOL. i started filling in my new organiser. i ate 2 meals. i shit 2 times. LOL.

how many times should we shit a day actually? from what i think, we should shit 2 times a day. one when you wake up, one before you sleep at night. becaaaaaauuuuuuuusssssseeeee,

i eat dinner, 5 hrs ltr i go to slp, i slp for 9 hours. total 14 hours of time for me to digest my dinner. so i should shit.

i wake up and have lunch at 2 latest. i sleep at 1am. total 11 hours for my to digest my lunch. so i should shit.

but normally, myself, and most of the other human beings, i believe, shit once a day only for most of the days. i remember there is a chinese medical show in the past talking about a topic of how many times should a healthy human being shit and pee a day. but i didnt watch even if i was really interested cos i was doing something else. so now i regret. lol

so for now im listening to 98.7FM

mutton's excuse to get into F1:

"ello! where is your ticket uh?"

"hi. i'm kungfu panda. i am here to give my spare tyre."

"ahh k la k la. go in la"

its also because of F1 that i cant watch my ghost whisperer. :( i wanna see the pretty jennifer love heweit. do i sound like a lesbian? im not anyway. i have baby. haha

i want monday to come faster. then thursday to come faster followed by friday. then tuesday!!! class chalet!!! i miss 1w04.


my eye look bluuuuuuuuuuee! LOL

Thursday, September 25, 2008

:)

i found this from JingFen's blog. kinda true..

Link Here :)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


its really quite true. except for some. but what's definitetly true is the very last sentence. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

anyway, things went well today. as i wished. :)

i think the new songs of S.H.E's are all as nice. i like i like~~

sing emilene sing!

oh so i went for treatment today and mummy helped me ask Doctor Jill if im able to do any exercise.
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"i'm afraid now now. not after 12 treatments" she said smiling to me.

:(

im having treaments 3 days a week now. so it means i cant exercise until 1 month is over. i swear if i am allowed to run, i'll be jogging at least once every week. at least for the sake of a healthy body.

oh yea i got the timing fixed. so i dont need to type out the time anymore. lol.

and and and

emilene tan yi ni finally learnt to type chinese! ya laugh at me huh. nevermind~ thanks million to junjie!

see the fats go *doink doink*

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i hope nothing goes wrong. :)

this, is my piano~ :)





baby gave me this bear. say it looks like me. as chubby.

this is an antique in my house. its a fan. air con fan i guess? idk. this fan is older than me. and it still works well. the wind is still as powerful even if its at the lowest fan speed.




just now in the afternoon~ i went to meet baby first to have his lunch then we bought the same organiser for next year~ mine's pink. his's black. haha.

then met up with brian, siming, shafiq, kenny and jingfen to catch movie. disaster. it was alright for me cos i didnt watch alot of the eng movies. aiyah. i nv watch alot of movies lah. lol. shafiq said out most of the movie names and baby told me some too and i roughly know. but still~ dont know. you know what am i talking? lol.

i just didnt like the chipmunks part. i hate that part in fact. freaking scary. not horror scary. not suddenly pops out and BOO! that kinda horror scary. is.. like how some people are afraid of the looks of dolls kinda scary. aiyah. explain until very kang kor (difficult). go watch and you'll know. stupid fake chipmunks.

actually, i didnt liked chipmunks at all in the very beginning. they are nothing but noisy. no offence to ppl who like them okay.

jingfen and kenny. see his dimplessssssss

i look like i got buck teeth in this picture. i like jingfen's smile.

this is shafiq.
he is cold suddenly.

i zoomed in and forgot to zoom out when i want to take picture with him. LOL. kenny, half the face only. nevermind one lah. :P

duno whats with his lips.

i was telling baby,"they look like they are arranged in S,M,L"

actually, Do, Re, Mi, in every way you see them from this picture. heh heh. no offence really. :D

treatment again tmr. krak krak krak krak~!

25 Sept 08; 0045 hrs

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS AGAIN!



this is my piano. although i bought it like few months ago, i took picture for the first time of her yesterday when i got home after meeting baby. i took some other different angles of her but for dont know what reason, i cant upload any other photos. maybe another time. she's pretty isnt she? okay maybe not at the first sight. cos i didnt like her the first time i saw her in the Music Lodge too. oh. Music Lodge is the shop i bought her from. i was introduced to this shop by my piano teacher.

the first time i went, i saw her. she attracted me because of her colour. i know. first thing that comes to your mind is "this piano looks old" cos i thought that way too. but she kinda attracted me in her tone too. however, i just wanted to rent a piano that day i went. so she wasnt in my mind.

second time i went there i saw her again. dont know why, but sorta happy to see her again. then i tried her out, tried out other pianos there. i still liked her better. then the lady boss there told me her age and boy she is really old. round down 20 years if i remember correctly. but she showed me whats inside her "body" and they really looked as new. very nice too. pricing wise, resonable. heaviness of the keys are just nice too.

and yea. at that point of time i started to like her alot. so i bought it! haha. i wanna find white lacy lacy cloth specially meant for piano to put over her so that she look nicer. and some decorations luh. slowly find.

SO, i did mention i met baby ytd right? yea we went to library again and i borrowed books again. :)

TODAY, i went for my offical treatment. i really didnt know my spinal cord was so serious. okay let me explain in words how a healthy spinal cord should look like in X-Rays and hopefully you ppl will be able to understand.

we have 24 bones in our whole spinal cord from the neck to the butt.

from back view, your spinal cord should look straight.

from side view, your neck should have the ( curve. followed down to your shoulder should be ) like that. then ( curve all the way down to your butt.

okay so for my case, from side view, my neck is a bit more to ) rather than (. doctor says its not good.

from back view, the bones seems nice for the upper part until the lower back, which is a bit lower than my waist. the shape is like ( this. and my right hip bone is higher than my left.

so this explains why my right side is more tensed like what the doctor felt last wednesday. and also why is my in-between-shoulder-and-neck part a bit tightened too.

see alrd i also sian. first thing that comes to my mind is "jialat liao. this will take a long time to cure" but doctor said because im 18, it's easier to get it back to place and also takes a shorter time to cure compared to people at my mother's age.

anyway this treatment im doing doesnt need medication or surgery or whatever. all they do is just using their bare hands to adjust the bones back to place. so as to say, they are professionals. Chiropractic is the name. pronounced as highkigh-row-practic.

anyway, there is more to just spinal cord than you know. inside our spinal cords are nerve systems. lots and lots of them. and what do they do? they do everything to our body. even simple things as looking at someone.

how come? because they are in our spinal cord and spinal cord links all the way up from our brain to our butt. and like all of you know, brain plays a big part too. brain sends messages to the nerves and nerves carries out action.

so lets say your spinal cord is pressing onto that certain nerve of yours due to misalignment, that is, your bones among the spinal cord out of place, the action that is controlled by that nerve will have problem carrying out that action.

so you somehow know the important-ness of our spinal cord? it not only holds our body up okay.

so like i said, they are professionals who uses their bare hands to adjust the bones back to its place. and i feel it today. shiok like siao. even mummy and the doctor Jill laughed at me. she said i'll be hearing bone cracking sounds but she's not gonna break my bones, so just relax and i did as she said.

ohyea. im lying dwn on something like a "bed" lah.

then just as i murmured out "oka-" KRAK KRAK KR-KRAK "uhh!" yea i guess you all know i always give out weird sounds. but they are all natural sounds lah!!!!

then it comes to the neck. shiok like.... shiok lah. aft those krak krak krak i feel alot more confortable. its not only 1 or 2 kraks okay. its 123456789101112131415 together okay. nv heard so many at one go before lah.

and so my treatment schedule is out. 3 days a week for a month first. i did the right thing to quit the job didnt i? OF COURSE. (:

oh im seeing baby tmr! :D

2358 hrs

Monday, September 22, 2008

lesson/informations for losing weight.

i went online to search for "calorie calculator" cos i wanna know how much calories i burnt while doing certain activities but in the end, CaloriesPerHour.com attracted me. for my own reference. but maybe i can share with people out there who wants to go on diet too. or rather, for everyone out there to gain some knowledge about how a healthy diet produces a healthy body. i'm just summarising the informations. for full informations, do visit the website.



Learning to eat well and exercise is the only solution to long-term weight loss.



Types of Eating Disorders:

#1. Compulsive Overeating: Compulsive overeaters usually follow a pattern of binge eating followed by dieting. The dieting phase of this cycle often results in the loss of the weight gained during the bingeing phase, thus the term "yo-yo dieting."

#2. Bulimia: Bulimics overeat and then compensate to avoid gaining weight. Methods of compensation include fasting, purging by vomiting or taking laxatives, and excessive exercise.

#3. Anorexia: Anorexics have a fear of gaining weight and becoming fat, and often see themselves as being fat. In fact, they are underweight and remain this way by eating too little and using the methods of the bulimic to compensate when they feel they have eaten too much.



Diets can be so restrictive that they set you up for failure. Some are so low in caloric intake that you literally don't have the energy to continue with them. And while most diets produce quick weight loss at the outset, they often cause your metabolism to slow.

The result is that you have to eat less and less to keep losing weight. You quickly become discouraged, give up, and start eating like you used to. But now, with a slower metabolism, you regain all the weight you lost, and more.



Many Diet Plans Are Designed for Temporary Use and Lead to Temporary Weight Loss

A good diet plan will be healthy from the start, and will be based on principles that you can follow for a lifetime. In fact, if you have found the right diet plan, it will be one that you will want to follow for a lifetime.

The formula for losing weight is very simple: Consume fewer calories than you burn.

So, what should you eat? You would likely do well to eat mostly fruit, vegetables, whole grains, legumes (lentils, dry beans and peas), and limited amounts of lean animal protein (reduced-fat dairy, fish, chicken, and lean cuts of other meats). Also choose whole and natural foods over processed foods whenever possible. Foods with good nutritional value are not only healthy, they help you lose weight.



Unless you are excited to be following a very specific diet and exercise plan, do not try and change too much too fast. If you have been eating poorly and not exercising, both your body and your mind will have a lot of adjusting to do.

All the sugar and fat were actually quite enjoyable, and sitting on the couch didn't feel too bad, either. If you try and change everything too quickly the odds are greater that you will feel bad, get discouraged, and give up. So be patient.

A time will come when a healthy snack will taste as good as the junk food you felt bad about eating, and you will look forward to your regular exercise.



A diet based on simply eating smaller amounts of the same highly processed, calorie-rich foods typically results in hunger, poor nutrition, and only temporary weight loss. Eating tiny portions of concentrated, processed calories does not satisfy our hunger. We go off our diets and regain the weight we lost. When we do this again and again, it is harmful to both our health and our self-esteem.

Conversely, by eating foods that are higher in nutrients and fiber and lower in calories, we become satisfied eating fewer calories. We can lose weight even though we are eating more food.



Three macronutrients (protein, fat and carbohydrate) provide most of the calories found in foods.

Each gram of :
Protein = 4kcal
Carbohydrate = 4kcal
Fat = 9kcal

Heavily processed foods containing a lot of sugar and other ingredients of little nutritional value are said to contain "empty calories." Because they have little nutritional value, and little of any fiber, they don't keep your metabolism on and even feel like healthy foods do. Thus 500 calories of junk food does not have the same effect on weight loss as 500 calories of healthy food.



A gram of fat contains more than twice as many calories as a gram of protein or carbohydrate.

Many fat-free products have been filled with sugar (and salt) to replace the flavor that was lost when the fat was removed. Whatever you're eating, the formula stays the same: Consume more calories than you burn and you will gain weight. So simply counting fat intake won't do the job.



Low carb diets are based on the theory that restricting the amount of carbohydrates you eat will cause your body to burn fat to obtain the energy it needs.

Through a process called ketosis, our body fat is "burned" or turned into fuel to provide the energy we need. Our bodies run on ketones instead of blood sugar.

It is important to note that if you stray from a low carb diet plan and eat more carbohydrates than the plan allows, it may interfere with the process of ketosis and render the diet ineffective. When confronted with such failures, representatives of low carb diet plans have responded that the dieters are in effect not on the diet plan at all and thus it cannot be said that the diet plan failed.



Are Low Carb Diets Safe?
There is much debate over the long-term effects of low carb diets on your health. While they restrict consumption of carbohydrates, they allow generous consumption of animal protein and fat which have been associated with heart disease and other maladies.

Equally important, many of the foods that low carb diets exclude or greatly restrict have been associated with good health.



1 kilocalorie/calorie (kcal/cal) = 4.184 kilojoules/joules (kJ/J)

As you will learn in the topic Calories in Protein, Fat and Carbohydrates, it is commonly said that a gram of fat contains 9 calories. But there are 454 grams in a pound, and 9 x 454 = 4086 calories, not 3500.

A gram of alcohol provides 7 calories



Exercise plays an important role in maintaining a healthy body, and it makes it possible to create a calorie deficit and lose weight without starving your body and slowing your metabolism. But do not look to exercise as your sole method of weight loss.

Think how many times you've heard someone say, "I'll have dessert and work it off later." As our calculators will show you, that dessert can equate to hours of exercise -- something you're not likely to actually do. Better to eat well in the first place.



Exercise is frequently divided into two categories, both of which burn calories:

#1. Aerobic exercise, also called cardiovascular exercise or simply "cardio," causes you to breathe harder and increases your heart rate.
Performed on a regular basis, activities such as running and swimming improve both your respiratory capacity (lungs) and your circulatory system (heart and blood vessels).

#2. Strength building, also called resistance training, increases the proportion of muscle on your body. Examples include weight lifting with free weights and using a machine with variable resistance.
Because muscle is a metabolically active tissue, the more muscular you are the higher your metabolism will be. This means that you will burn more calories even at rest.


this explains why fit people have high metabolism rate.


Dieting often causes you to lose muscle and your metabolism to slow. Not only does exercise burn calories, but exercise -- especially cardio -- causes your metabolism to remain elevated for a period of time after you finish exercising. And strength building exercise builds muscle, which helps to keep your metabolism elevated 24 hours a day.

When we exercise, our bodies require more energy and our metabolism speeds up to supply it. But most of the time we are not very active, and this is the reason people want to raise their metabolism. They want to burn more calories 24/7, even when they are just sitting or sleeping.

Articles written on the subject of raising metabolism often suggest that an increased metabolism is more efficient because it burns more calories. This is true if your goal is to lose weight. But it is interesting to note that an increased metabolism is actually less efficient, requiring more food to maintain body weight. This goes against nature's design for survival.

Even more important is the observation that an increased metabolism has been shown to cause premature aging. You have to ask yourself whether you are willing to have your body run like an automobile in neutral with its engine racing. The alternative, eating healthy foods in reasonable quantities and exercising on a regular basis, would seem the healthier choice.


okay. i dont think i'd want too high a metabolism rate anymore.

Eat Frequently

It is important to understand what happens when you skip a meal or go on a crash diet. When you skip a meal your metabolism slows to conserve your energy. And when you lose weight too quickly for a few days, your body thinks it is threatened with starvation and goes into survival mode. It fights to conserve your fat stores, and any weight loss comes mostly from water and muscle.

Never skip a meal, especially breakfast, and eat healthy snacks between meals. Eating frequently prevents hunger pangs and the binges that follow, provides consistent energy, and may be the single most effective way to maintain metabolism efficiency.

When you will be away from home or work, plan your snacks and take them along so that you will be able to eat regularly and won't be tempted by junk food. This may be good advice for people who stay at home, too.

But remember that it was probably snacking between meals that caused you to become overweight in the first place. It will be very important that any snacks are healthy, that they are pre-portioned so you won't be tempted to overeat, and that meal sizes are reduced to compensate for the additional calories the snacks provide.


so far, i've read up to here and am lazy to continue cos i'm going to bed soon. so for this whole month's posts, most of them will show what i usually do at home when im bored.

ohya. i went to calculate the calories burnt when im singing while sitting down for an hour. 96kcal. lol. everyday sing for an hour also happy.

2358 hrs

Sunday, September 21, 2008

stayed home today.



aaaaahaha~ i pop-ed a pimple of baby's that day. so shiok to see the dirts out. lol

the belt i was talking about. hoho.. i like i like~


i used to keep long finger nails before i started learning piano last dec. and before that was when i kept buying nail polish so that i'd have different colours or shades of colours to paint on my nails. and since i am home today, the weather is so darn hot that it made my body temperature rise resulting me to get afew more mosquito bites and it makes me feel so irritated. okay thats not the point. the point is, i am bored and i decided to take photos of my nail polishessss using my baby#2.

i didnt bought them ALL. i bought most of them. i know some ppl will be so bored that they start counting how many bottles i have. i know because i am one of them. lol. 28 bottles in total. maybe i'll buy 2 more to make it 30. (:

the pinkssssssssshades.

9 of them.

i think pink should have 10. cos i placed one of them in the wrong place. these are the brown-nude shades.

can see which one i like the most in this group uh huh? no? long pia (bang wall) lah you.

green-yellow-blue-black. thats gold actually. does it look like gold?

white and silver. silver is given by rui. she say she dont use them anymore so she gave me. i didnt really used them too if you can see. haha.

these are the 3 mustttttt-keteers. nutrition coat, base coat, and top coat. :)

i haven't been exercising for a very looooooooooooooooooooong timeeeeeeeeeee cos of my freaking back and my tummy is back to its old size. i cant minus the amount i eat normally cos its a torture. but i am doing my best to cut down the intake of fats. you can tell by these:

i have 2 big bars of untouched cadbury chocolate waiting for me in the fridge.
i have 2 box of untouched chocolate cookie waiting for me in the fridge.
i have 3 regular sized of untouched potato chips waiting for me in the contanier.
i have 1 big packet of untouched twister potato chip waiting for me in the cupboard.

you add them all up and i think the added up calories from all those junk can last you for a week. and do you believe, that if i tell my brother "you can have them all", he can finish them in a week? and those are just his TEA TIME SNACKS. you'd better believe. lol.

talking about them. my mouth is itchy already. shittttt. nvm. looking at my tummy and she's telling me "look at me. i'm like a ball already. do you want to expand me any bigger?" "no i don't want." i answered her.

2352 hrs

Saturday, September 20, 2008

tanned cat!

yesterday was friday. i forgot what i did on friday. OH. i went for the x-ray. then home. the x-ray will be sent over to the place where im visiting for my back directly so, it means i can only see my bones on tuesday when i go back for the up coming appointment. lets just hope they are all minor problems. :(

so today~ i went tanning with baby. reached there ard 9 plus. relaxed while waiting for the sun until 10 plus. the sun was damn shiok. trust me. we tanned until 12 i think? cant rmb. initially i cant see my tanning line clearly. and i dont feel like lying back under the shiok sun. relaxed under the shed until about 2 and we went to bath.

baby said the tan will show after bath. i didnt really believed actually. cos i dont feel the "getting tanned" feeling. but really, i was scratching my back when i was bathing. pain siaaaaaa. got home and saw my tan. im so happy with it. haha. but not mummy.

so back to after bathing. we went vivo for our super late brunch. the ice blended pineapple fruit juice at thai express is nice :D sorry body. devil always wins when it comes to eating. then hoho~ i bought a belt. i like i like~ but i dont like the amount of money spent on it. :( nevermind. i bought it anyway.

so i checked my timetable yesterday for the next semester. if i am not wrong, my class would be opposite baby's. haha. or does anyone knows 31-05-0014 and 31-05-0004's class how far apart? heh.

i wanna upload photos but stupid blogger wont let me. nevermind. other days. i'm very tired now and i am going to bed to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppp!

ohya. P.S. miss visa, would you mind meeting me up a short while to collect your already done belated birthday present? :D

2350 hrs

Friday, September 19, 2008

4bia made my stomach flipped upside down

i went to watch it with baby ytd. (its 1255 hrs now. so yea, ytd.) we're both having abit of sore throat and cough, so i didnt get to eat popcorrrrrrrrrrrrrrn even my mouth is itching so badly for it.

so anyway, i was totally freaked out by the first story when the guy's ghost zoom his face into the screen. need to warm up lah. tsk. but the actress's leg very nice leh.

i'd describe the 2nd story as happy tree friends come alive. seriously. i didnt laugh okay. dont say im a sadist. i really didnt laugh. even though the thought of happy tree friends made me feel like laughing. lol.

3rd story... still didnt manage to catch the ball. why the Aye died so uglily when the rest of his friends looked the same?

4th story made me shout (not scream. you wouldnt wanna hear my scream i guess) abit more than the others i guess. but its disgusting lah. vomiting and with the head twisted to almost 180degree.

the actress-es they found are really pretty. like there are alot of pretty girls in thailand? but i dont see when i went thr few yrs ago leh. lol. nvm bout that. im just being random.

i am going for x-ray for my back tomorrow so that i will know whats causing my back pain. so until now then i know we have 24 bones that created what you call the spinal cord.

the doctor said ( from how she feel my spinal cords just by using her hands. but she pressed damn hard on my body can. lol ) its just some misplacement plus my right side spinal cord kinda locked up as in they are more tightened i guess? and some sensitive bones here and there but more at the lower left back ard the hip and butt. alot of problems lah wtf.

sometimes i just feel so weak. physically weak. mentally weak. i know im better than those disabled. but, tell me who in the world wont want things to be prefect even though nothing is perfect? oh yeah then i wish im nothing.

i know what are you thinking. nope. no emo-ing at all. just a little more perfectionist thinking. just a little less optimistic. i miss you baby.

19 September 08; 0128 hrs

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

so tired.

first time staying over at a chalet. first time staying awake until 6am in the morning. my latest in the past was like 4am only. haha.

so i now know more nice people frm 1w01. :) ard 12 midnight baby and i and another couple decided to go out walk walk. parted not long after and baby and i initially decided to tahan to watch the sunrise but didnt in the end cos we're really very sleepy. lol. but i saw the beautiful stars! haven seen them for a very long time. they are really beautiful.



<3


so i am back home now and dwn with fluuuuuuu. more water more rest. still got more what? lol. sry ah. sleepy alrd start to high.

okay im starting to stare into space already. blog again. goodnight!

2300 hrs

Monday, September 15, 2008

8 hours!

woke up at 9am to prepare and got out of house at 11am heading off to bugis. went to the guan yin temple there to bai bai with mummy.

it has been a long time since i squeeze with all the aunties, uncles, ah mmms (it is pronounced that way but idk if it is spelt that way) and ah gongs. until one of the ppl there bumped onto me and walked off without even turning back to have a glance at who she bumped into, i am being reminded that being bumped or stepped on is the confirm-will-happen thing.

so after that, we went to meet ah girl and parted with mummy. then shopping starts! :D until 4pm jieling came then have combined lunch and dinner (for 3 of us girls) tgt with baby then he got back to work. people have to buy the "Delicious Night" perfume for 100+bucks to get a free dkny bag when i got it for free! how nice is that? =X gian sai ah!

had a really fun time with 2 of them. i bought 6 item for less than 100bucks which includes 2 pairs of foot wears from URS and Charles & Keith. :) alot of items canceled out from shopping list alrd.

and i am gonna get the latest iPod nano! PINK PINK PNIK!! muahahaha~ its not the short short one i posted its ptoho on blog the previous time. i lazy to search for photo ah. will search and post when im free. in the mean while, lets enjoy the photos~

my 2 ladies. love.

the one in black, is me~

oie.. dont take leh..

i love her!

triplets? haha.

woke up and saw my grades in the sms sent to me. CATS tutor suck big time lah. really dont uds why i got D. i've done and handed in all the projects, i attended every tutorials. what the heck? forget it. its set alrd anyway. so i went to npal to check my gpa. not nice sia the number. not nice at all. dont wanna say. i think i'll just have to study harder and smarter the next sem.

gonna have my first stay over at 1w01's chalet tmr! heeeeeee :D

2327 hrs

Saturday, September 13, 2008

best of mood for the day causes low energy level.

i heard the conversation bewteen noelle's mum and prudence.

prudence is asking noello :"woah! everyday come ah you huh?"

noelle's mum answered :"she keep bugging me to come. say it's emilene's last day, say you all got play the song that she likes. aiyo~"

you wont know how happy am i to hear that. how sweet is she?! hehe. and i only got closer to her like 1 week back?

i didnt hit her or anything k! she pose the "shang nao jing" pose but i didn't manage to capture her face. lol.

sry ah. today abit no skill. -.-

she just learnt how to use my phone to take picture and she wants to take a picture of me.

first shot of herself.

start to pose liao.

then before we can have more photos, her daddy came to fetch her home alrd. i'll miss her. :)

anyway, last day of work today. i was in a good mood. so i didnt really wanna care about anything. really really in a good mood. so good that i cant believe it. she say she very cold. ask me off air con. switch is at the back in the store room. i ask her which one. she say the first one on the left side. i ask her is it got R1 that one. she just say ya lor ya lor.

there are alot of buttons there. seriously. cos there was alot of light bulbs in the shop. so i just off the switch as she said. after awhile standing at the counter, she noticed the lights at the display area is off. she ask me why like that. i told her :"idk leh. maybe i off wrong? but you said first one most left ma. got R1 one right."

"aiyo. come we go see."
walk to store room
me :"there i off-ed this one ma." pointing at the switch.

oh, beside the row of switches, there is the... i forgot what you call that. the one you go to when there is a short circuit in your house. ya that one. and below it, got other 2 or 3 switches like the heater switch that have a red or orange light beside. ya so she said

"aiyah not this one la! is this one. haiyo!" pointing to the heater switch at the upmost left.

"how i know sia. u said the first switch i see on the left ma"

"i said the heater like switch ma"

"no you did not. you just said first one i see on the left~"

"aiyah you ah. tsk."

do you feel at least abit pek chek when you see this conversation? but at that moment i dont eh. i was abit shocked when i thought about it after awhile.

then later did i noticed that for the whole day, she ask me to get the clothes in storeroom, ask me to separate the hangers into different plastic bags, ask me go here go there, i did them all without feeling a bit of pek chek-ness. it is so obvious that im am in such good mood that it was my last day of work! ho ho ho~

so i guess i've spent almost all of my energy at work today doing the stuffs she kept ordering me to do that i feel i cant just lay on the bed and not move until the next morning when its time for me to get up and get prepared to go temple bai bai with mummy before meeting my darling cousins! oh and baby too. hee.

okay i am going to watch my recorded "Ghost Whisperer" then off to bed. goodnight!

2313 hrs